The Sun Refuses to Shine, A Poem

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Her whispers

Speak the truths

Of slow deaths

Long drawn out pain

And the sun

Wants to shine

But she can’t –

She holds back

Arms raised over her eyes

She wants to escape

To the honesty of coldness

The Cold, clammy grip

That holds everyone’s attention

Neglect, digs deep

And the caverns lonely stretch

Is deep and silent

No, this is not her way

But sometimes

The will to fight

Descends in darkness

And the truths between

What she wants to see

And what she sees

Shatters the silence

Sometimes,

There is no escape

There is no escape

And sometimes

The sun refuses to shine

Even when you beg

With tears in your eyes.

 

© Sumyanna 2016

 

Gorgeous image courtesy of Morguefile (trestletech)

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7 Comments Add yours

  1. maureenrose7 says:

    Wow heartbreaking and yet i loved reading it. 🙂 i love it when that happens! im just gona go back and read it again!

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    1. sumyanna says:

      Thank you. Sometimes those feelings fade in but they quickly fade away. I prefer to use poetry to rid myself of those feelings and find hope again. No one said life would ever be easy – but I find poetry makes it easier 🙂

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      1. maureenrose7 says:

        Yes i will agree with you whole heartedly on all of that! for sure writing away the feelings seems to give them a place to go almost like you are shedding them helps me to move on from them too! 🙂 im a very positive upbeat person but that is becuz i have so much hurt behind me in life you learn such gratitude from it all. xoxo

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        1. sumyanna says:

          I am exactly the same – usually known for my upbeat outlook on life. I have learned (through pain) to hold on to hope, express your feelings and let go. So sad to hear you have had similar experiences, but I do feel it makes me a better, more caring person.

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          1. maureenrose7 says:

            aw ty for being so sweet but truly i like the person ive become because of everything ive been through so i can honestly say i have no regrets. if i hadnt gone through it all i dont know who i would be…you know what i mean im sure you do! and i feel the same way when im reading you like my heart truly goes you to you cuz i know what its like and again sharing connections like this i think helps a person heal as well. good to know you are not in this alone ya know? xoxo

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          2. sumyanna says:

            I agree with you. I do feel that connecting with others and sharing your feelings makes the world a better place, allows us to heal, and allows us to grow. I wouldn’t have it any other way 🙂 And yes, knowing you are not alone is a precious gift.

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          3. maureenrose7 says:

            Yay blogging! hahaa xo!!

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